Why Do I Feel This Way After All?

I must be so happy today, but I don’t know why I have this feeling of indifference. I hate myself when I’m feeling this way. Maybe I’m just too exhausted with all the things that I needed to accomplish for Saturday. Maybe because I’m a bit dissappointed that I was not given much importance which lead me to a more stressful week. Maybe because I don’t feel like I am appreciated? There are lots of maybe’s and I don’t know which is which. I really thought everything will turn out well, but didn’t.

Well, I guess God has the reason why it happened and I am thankful I already know the reason as early as now. He just wanted me to exert my full effort for that someone extra special so He made this week a bit harder for me. Others may not appreciate, but I just wish that someone special will. This is not good, I know. I need to maneuver my emotions as soon as possible, for if not, I will no choice but to read some dermagist reviews as these wrinkles are showing up real fast.

GT: Work Resolutions

The question is… Do I have work? Hhhmmm… If blogging and online selling are considered work, then I can say, I do have. Well, honestly, they are not work, if you ask me – maybe because I am still hoping to find a real one soon – where income is stable every month.

But then, since these are the only ones I have now, I better do something to at least be good at them. I’ve actually started this week and I will try to stick with it as much as I can (I think I just failed yesterday because of my housewife duties. GT is scheduled on Wednesdays at 12PM 0-GMT). I already organized my calendar for all the memes I am joining every week. For me, memes are one of the most important parts in every blogging career. Why? Well, as you may know, connecting with other bloggers helps not only our personal social life as we give our views and make friends with the participants, but it also drives traffic to our blogs. For a blogger like me who make paid posts, it’s also a good filler so as not to exhaust my blogs by the advertised posts.

For my online selling business, I will try to be more organized as well. I have already shipped all my previous orders, but until this day, I haven’t asked for their payments yet. My spreadsheet is a mess and when hubby sees it, I’ll be in serious trouble.

It’s actually all about organizing… and it’s not easy as pie, I tell yah!

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CC: Why Bad Habits are Hard to Break

One of my really bad habits is the “manyana habit”, as what we, Filipinos call it. Whatever I need to do, I always say, “mamaya na” (later)… I don’t know but I’m just so good at cramming. No matter how many tasks I need to finish, I can finish them all with flying colors when I cram.

Just like in my everyday life – I know I have lots of house chores to do, but instead of doing them early, I get my laptop and do my online thingy (facebook and blogging) until an hour before hubby arrives. In that 1 hour, I will squeeze in everything – tidy up the whole house, wash the dishes, hang up and fold clothes, etc. This is what you call internet addiction! and I have so much more bad habit… just can’t enumerate them all.

So why are bad habits hard to break? I think, because we know that at the end of the day, we still can accomplish things even with that bad habit (just like in my case) or simply because we are already used to it, that’s why it’s called HABIT.

Tags: couple's corner