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Am I Losing My Friends??? Sorry…

I can’t get over this cake business thingy. Since the past weeks, all I do is research, research, research on how I will go about this. It’s just so difficult here because I have to undergo a lot of paper works – registration, certificates, insurance and all. Plus of course the marketing strategy that I have to work on since there are only few people I know around. Unlike in the Philippines, setting up a business is so easy, but then I won’t go anywhere if I won’t start anything so there. The result of this cake business is the loss of connection with all my friends. All my friends are online and I know I am losing them by not even saying “hi”.

My social life is online – Facebook and blogging. Now that I am focusing on an offline work, I think I will have a hard time gaining them back. I don’t know if it’s acceptable, but I just like to keep quiet these past days. As much as I want to stay connected, I just feel like I can’t accomplish anything if I do. I love chatting with them, but when I start I just can’t stop so I decided to just avoid it. Then some weird things came to my mind that I even think about dying… Will anyone from them be there in my funeral? I don’t think so. I am just not a good friend and if I decided to get away even for quite awhile, I won’t be surprised if they won’t bother seeing me for the last time as well. Oh dear, I guess this is because of my previous reading about Mesothelioma. But then I am hoping to go back – actively conversing with them just like the old times. When? Just not so sure.

Is This It?

I’m wishing… I’m wishing… For the one I love… To find me… Today… Arrg! WRONG! My background has taken over – my sweet little daughty is currently watching Snow White. But yeah, it has somehow reflected what’s in my mind.

Have you read my recent post about our plan for our dream holiday with the company of great friends in the US? I actually am not over it yet and as early as now, though no exact date has been set, I am trying to explore online on the possible places to go to and while doing so, an old friend that I haven’t got a contact for quite a long time now added me in Facebook and of course with the “How are you’s” the “Where are you’s” followed. When I said I’m now with my family here in London, she said she also have a family of her own now and they are actually in my daughter’s dream land, Florida. Wow! I bet it would be amazing to live very close to Disneyland, huh? So the conversation continued. I told her about our plan of renting some holiday cottages hopefully within the florida villas so our trip to the US would be a million times worth it as we’re fulfilling both our dream holiday and our daughter’s dream to visit Disneyland.

Guess what she answered. She exactly know of one cottage in a really nice location since it’s just a few blocks away from the entrance of the villa and more importantly, the owner is really nice and friendly. The owner even provided them extra beddings when they got short and helped them go around to show where the nearest shops are, just in case they needed to buy something in the middle of the night. They rented it out last summer and she still has the contact number with her. Oh Wow! She’s heaven-sent! If this pushes through, I cannot thank her enough.

Hhmm… This sounds perfect to me. The only thing we need to do now is to save up for this dream getaway.